when will i see you again?
if i could run away right now i could. if i could drop everything and just be invisible- i’d do it. everyone who makes me truly happy could care less to be in my life right now. why am i doing things that i dont even like. why am i chasing something thats not even tangible. i cant take this anymore. im falling apart, and i cant even find it in myself to pick up the pieces.
sometimes i just feel so out of place. like i feel like im trying to fufill an image thats so unpractical. i feel like im forcing myself to go out with my friends and to get up each morning. i dont want to have to force myself, it should just come naturally but it doesnt. i dont know whats wrong with me, but somethings definitely different.
i was taught how to live with my problems, not how to fix them.
the harder i fall, the faster i’ll break
Anonymous asked: *waves to girl next to you* -guy with Hanna
sometimes you realize, that what you have is what you got, and what you’ve lost is what you will learn. theres so many things that have brought me to write this today. its January 1st of 2012, its the first day of a new start. From now on, instead of centering my life around someone who is so self centered themselves, there will be distance. Instead of focusing on all of the dislikes, i will...